Feeling miserable and helpless

oh gosh, i saw something just now. maybe i should not see it, but i saw it =D

duh~ i felt so pissed off! and i realized that why am i with those kind of ppl. my eyes and brain are really going wrong i think. haiz... i nearly can't control myself. so bathing really helps =P felt cooled down a little bit. but the feeling is still there. maybe i lost it and cannot find it anymore. huhu~


the feeling just can't be described by words

i dun wan my holiday to be spoilt because of that

and blogging really helps ^^