Have you ever thought of if you are me?

have you ever wonder what is the feeling of being left out like i am being left out?

do you really understand me?

do you really care about me?

do you really still take me as your friend?

have u forgot about my presence?

maybe i am not important to you anymore

do you still remember our promise?

Already 4 years, don't you think it is a waste?

i think it is a waste

really a big big waste

i am not cruel

people can change at anytime without knowledge

what i can say is

it's a fate

i have to accept it

and accept the truth that

i have no faith in you

maybe god decided it

and i have to accept it without questioning

keep asking why is no use

it will make a person feel more hurt, feel more useless

like me

although i had dropped tears because of you

but i promise to myself

i will not do that again

it is a stupid act

sad because of it is not worth it

strong at the outside

but weak inside...

nevermind

being exposed to the real world is not a bad thing

once bitten twice shy

i think it's enough in my life

still treat friends faithfully, honestly and sincerely

doing the right thing

is not wrong.

all i can do is leave with dissapointment