sitting in front of the computer for so many days, playing the fool around, lazying around. those are signs of sadness that is shown on me. going to the ultimate paradise can cure my pain =3 weee~ haiz...the feeling is always there, revolving around, keep haunting me, come back again and again, i wonder, when will this end?
i want to end this, good for us. i wanna ask because i wanna know the truth. i am sorry if i hurt you all, but i just wanna solve, to me solve is the best solution, what do you think, my friends? i have been waiting patiently, telling myself one day it will end, i tried hard to keep my preservance, but can i get the answer? hope everything will be ok soon ^^
now i just want to get away from the sad spot, calm down, think again. sometimes i am fed up with it, sometimes i hate myself, why i want to torture you all? why i keep on asking? why i am so annoying? simple, i just want to know. i dun wan to be a stupid fool, hiding in the corner crying, staying in the dark, do not know anything, but just keep quiet. is that my bad fate forever? unbearable pain, difficult situation to be faced. i hope to remain as friends now, dun let the matter affect our friendship ok? sorry is what i can offer.
nothing(lame bullshit stupid evil comments) will affect me, study is the best medicine lol =P
P.S. - buffet dinner with Red FM's DJs this Saturday! thanks to daddy! ;)